My energy levels have stooped. I’m so exhausted this week I’ve been going to bed quite quickly after the girls. Despite this though I’ve had motivation appear from nowhere to sort the kitchen cupboards and even walk to Tesco to grab a few bits and bobs here and there.
I’m going to blame my pregnancy on this next thing I’ve been dealing with this week. Hamsters. Yup, it’s very odd. I’ve been obsessing over getting the girls a hamster, it originally started as an odd conversation here and there but this past week I can’t remember a day where I haven’t mentioned the word hamster. It’s even got to the point that I’m dreaming about them every night, oh and now blogging about them. My poor hubby is being driven crazy! I’m going blooming crazy. It’s horrible. It’s like a really intense urge that I just can’t control. Like a food craving.
I’ve been feeling quite down this week. Everything’s been annoying or upsetting me. My clothes. My pale face. The way my legs now rub together. My aching back. The fact I can’t reach or see my lady bits anymore. My scraggly hair. My tiredness. My mood swings. My random tears about not getting a hamster. Isn’t pregnancy just so attractive!!!
I’m sure, at least I hope, that it’s all just a phase. I have to keep looking forward to the end, where we’ll be a completed family and have our pink bundle with us. I’m looking forward to feeling like me again!