It’s hard to think about Karl and me getting married. It’s something I’m desperate to do! Marry the love of my life, my best friend. I want us all to be a real family.
It was all meant to be happening in just three weeks time!!! 13th May!
I should be doing final dress fittings, final food things and generally feeling stressed and excited.
Instead I’m devastated. I keep trying to forget about it but just can’t! Our wedding is being put back further and further. It just seems like a dream I’ll never fulfil right now.
Patience has never been my strong point.