“When will Great-Nanny come back from heaven?”

I’ve had a touch of writers block today. Behind the scenes there’s a lot going on and a lot I need to post but my inspiration for words hasn’t been there… Until dinner time came and a certain little madam decided to spark a conversation like no other.

DSC_0241

Since the death of my Nan I’ve lost a lot of faith in my christian life. It’s been tough; I hate God for causing me so much pain but I love him because he’s taken that pain away from my Nan. P1 hasn’t really spoken or asked many questions about my Nan until today.

We were faced with:

“Where is Nanny?”

“If she’s in heaven does that mean God is with her?”

“Is Nanny invisible?”

“When will Great-Nanny come back from heaven?”

“Will we go to heaven?”

They are just a few of the questions asked tonight. We had a pretty in depth conversation about death and heaven obviously sensored to a 5year old version of life. She looked terribly worried. She then went on to ask me to tell her about all the things she did with her Great-Nanny. It was a real struggle to keep my happy smiley face on and fight back the tears.

DSC_0233

I miss her dreadfully and for the first real time in four months P1 showed signs of missing her too. I want her to always remember her Great-Nan, forever, and I’m going to do my best to keep those memories alive.

Please vote for me in the UK Blog Awards 2014 in the following two categories: (voting closes on 26th January 2014) Young Persons Award (18-25)

& Lifestyle

Please sponsor my Bliss Charity 5k Buggy Push in June 2014 here
Please donate to Bliss Charity Cake A Difference campaign here

To comment on this post and others, please scroll down to the very bottom of the page. This is a feature I’ve nagged at my hubby to change… I love comments!

Find me on Twitter Facebook & Instagram

I am open to reviewing anything relevant to my blog, please contact me if you are interested.

COMING SOON – FREEVA. Sign up to keep up to date with launch date and other competitions and offers!

Please purchase my ebooks here: Becoming A Young Mum (US) or Becoming A Young Mum (UK) & How To Breastfeed (US) or How To Breastfeed (UK)

Check Also

You Are Never Too Young To Protect Your Child’s Dreams

I’ve been so excited to share this post with you all and finally I can. …

Leave a Reply

%d bloggers like this: