Tag Archives: loss

Each month the lovely people at Channel Mum send out content ideas and topics to get us thinking and creating. I actually haven’t really joined in with them on my YouTube channel yet which is probably quite stupid really. I film a weekly vlog at the moment and my confidence behind the camera is getting much better, but sometimes I …

There are no words to describe the pain of loss. There’s no getting over it or moving on. Things are never the same. When I lost my Nan the world crashed down around me in the blink of an eye. That pain was immense but that pain was nothing like Jennie experienced when her beautiful Matilda Mae became a star …

We just had our first visit from the Health Visitor. I always worry about being judged by health visitors or midwives because they know everything thanks to my past with my biological father and P1s biological father. As expected – they both came up in conversation pretty quick. Making sure I had no contact with either – no issue there! …

You read about it everywhere but nothing quite prepares you for it. I certainly didn’t expect it to be like that! My mucus plug dislodged today. Exciting. Ok – I know potentially this means I could still have weeks left. But it’s progress right? That things are happening the right way. It was gross. Completely and utterly gross. I didn’t …