Currently posting from a hospital bed.
I’ve been experiencing frequent painful period pains coming and going accompanied with belly tightenings since 11:30ish this morning. Came to the hospital who checked my cervix – shut for business and took a swab for premature labour. Basically told me that I’d be going home.
They tested and unfortunately it came back positive. So here I am… Admitted again. With my track record they are being very cautious. They haven’t said I’m in labour or about to or just having random pains. I’ve been given an antibiotic as my urine shows some sign of an infection… Again!
My OH has been told to go home as visiting is now over. Just like before when I got admitted I’ve become all emotional about him leaving. No matter how many arguments or annoying things he does – he’s still the love of my life and spending the night without him again is going to kill me!
I desperately just want the pains to either go away… Or progress! And I desperately want my man back here by my side supporting me. I feel so alone in a private room with ensuite in a ward full of mums and their beautiful new born babies!!!!!!!
complete torture :'(